Thursday, November 27, 2008
♥ ME
Suddenly emontionally unstable... i am very tired..
but i can't get to sleep... i know at this hour u won't sms me
maybe u already in ur lalaland.. i seldom becuz of some prob
and can get to sleep... i felt that i'm a failure.. donno why..
cuz even my basic emontion i also can't control it well..
honestly i think hubbee deserve someone better..
we nv quarrel.. but i donno what's wrong with me...
actually everytime i realli think u are better off with ur
frenz... maybe i was wrong... whenever this type of thing happened
i donno what to do but to torture my eyes let it cry...
actually now i realli very tired... wore off becuz of my eaipj..
an invisible stress is pushing me to the max..
today weather is great to sleep.. but i choose not to.. u are the
first one who make me can't get into sleep..
i realli donno what wrong with me... maybe i behave to childish
maybe i juz painly unreasonable... maybe maybe too many maybe..
i know Lord will bless us.. but i think i'm spoiling his plan everything..
sorrie... mY heart is very confused... i know once i sleep
i will forget everything... wonder is it a good or bad thing..
Lord please take away my anger, my jealousy, my fear...
i found out a lot of bad thing or unforunate events happening around me
this year.. juz hOpe to step in to 2009 as quickly as possible...
Frenz don ask me what happen... don ask me what's wrong with me
i can't give u any answer... seldom blog unhappy thing..
ENJOY YOUR DAY..
but i can't get to sleep... i know at this hour u won't sms me
maybe u already in ur lalaland.. i seldom becuz of some prob
and can get to sleep... i felt that i'm a failure.. donno why..
cuz even my basic emontion i also can't control it well..
honestly i think hubbee deserve someone better..
we nv quarrel.. but i donno what's wrong with me...
actually everytime i realli think u are better off with ur
frenz... maybe i was wrong... whenever this type of thing happened
i donno what to do but to torture my eyes let it cry...
actually now i realli very tired... wore off becuz of my eaipj..
an invisible stress is pushing me to the max..
today weather is great to sleep.. but i choose not to.. u are the
first one who make me can't get into sleep..
i realli donno what wrong with me... maybe i behave to childish
maybe i juz painly unreasonable... maybe maybe too many maybe..
i know Lord will bless us.. but i think i'm spoiling his plan everything..
sorrie... mY heart is very confused... i know once i sleep
i will forget everything... wonder is it a good or bad thing..
Lord please take away my anger, my jealousy, my fear...
i found out a lot of bad thing or unforunate events happening around me
this year.. juz hOpe to step in to 2009 as quickly as possible...
Frenz don ask me what happen... don ask me what's wrong with me
i can't give u any answer... seldom blog unhappy thing..
ENJOY YOUR DAY..
♥ And did I tell you that I love you tonight
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Wednesday, November 19, 2008
♥ really tIred..
these twO days realli tIring... becuz of entrepreneur
project we had been running around to get ouR external
mentor.. realli tired... esp ytd we walked mOre than 500m
that uncle la said 500m and will see mac then will reached le..
but we realli walked realli far.. and tired.. and scare that
we can't get the thing and find the person we wanna to find..
so we walked walked walked.. finally reached lor.. aNd theRe
don hv the gym we wanna.. waO sian... but the ppl there very friendly
and helpful.. although we can't the management ppl but we found
nutritionist... realli thank GOD... muz be GOD blessing us..^^
after the walking journey we finally can go home.. the place was damn so
ulu ulu so we had to take cab.. sian lor waste $$.. then meet hubbee
fOr dinner at KFC aNd he need to meet his friend later on...sO went home..
tOday we went to print our survey questions again... and went novena
to meet the gym instructor... finally we met one... and waiting for the
nutritionist to reply my mail.. the gym instructor.. he realli very nice aNd
helpful.. he realli tried to help us.. realli is GOD blessed that's why we met
nice ppl..^^ GOD blessed him too..^^ then bought a donut from donut factory..
weNt bishan the main motive is to see bee... even is 1minute.. aNd passed
him the donut..^^ realli happy to see him.. realli happy..^^
bee even though u hv a lot of thing to do to think i always theRe with u..
realli *promise* always by ur side regardless of what..^^ jia you in everything..
project we had been running around to get ouR external
mentor.. realli tired... esp ytd we walked mOre than 500m
that uncle la said 500m and will see mac then will reached le..
but we realli walked realli far.. and tired.. and scare that
we can't get the thing and find the person we wanna to find..
so we walked walked walked.. finally reached lor.. aNd theRe
don hv the gym we wanna.. waO sian... but the ppl there very friendly
and helpful.. although we can't the management ppl but we found
nutritionist... realli thank GOD... muz be GOD blessing us..^^
after the walking journey we finally can go home.. the place was damn so
ulu ulu so we had to take cab.. sian lor waste $$.. then meet hubbee
fOr dinner at KFC aNd he need to meet his friend later on...sO went home..
tOday we went to print our survey questions again... and went novena
to meet the gym instructor... finally we met one... and waiting for the
nutritionist to reply my mail.. the gym instructor.. he realli very nice aNd
helpful.. he realli tried to help us.. realli is GOD blessed that's why we met
nice ppl..^^ GOD blessed him too..^^ then bought a donut from donut factory..
weNt bishan the main motive is to see bee... even is 1minute.. aNd passed
him the donut..^^ realli happy to see him.. realli happy..^^
bee even though u hv a lot of thing to do to think i always theRe with u..
realli *promise* always by ur side regardless of what..^^ jia you in everything..
♥ And did I tell you that I love you tonight
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Sunday, November 16, 2008
♥ Everyone getting..^^
tOday nv work so tmr sunday have to go work..
why skip work cuz went to the Singtel Christmas Fair
at Suntec.. reached theRe with Puaysan, huileng and
Xiurong around 2 like that.. then went to Samsung
booth to find Alvin.. aNd know what.. haha he
is aN Aunties killer.. haha all the aunties crowd around him
haha.. and he show us the new haven't launch phone
"Pixon" the phone which Huileng at first wanna to buy de..
then haha... don disturb Alvin so we procceed.. went to take
queue number.. at first only i decided to buy... then we took
the number intend to went fOr lunch.. then huileng suddenly
tempted and feel like buying so she making call, etc aNd decide to
went ahead and buy... after that not long i think Xr said wanna to
buy too.. so we went to take the queue number...
waO the queue damn long lor hv to wait for 1hr like that...
so we waited patiently... went coffee bean then i super excited and
scared that my number will be missed.. so i hurried them to go back..
then chey the number at 1700 plus plus.. still hv 100 more to go..
sian lor.. went to find Alvin again and found out only him at the
booth the rest of his colleagues went for lunch le.. so we told him
lata remember to take his lunch.. u know him la if too busy he will skipped
his lunch de.. so muz remind him... then WAIT WAIT WAIT...
*dOng* finally my turn.. waO the time is 4:30pm if i'm not wrong la..
so happie.. make my application new line new number new phone..
haha i signed up iTwoValue so only paid $98 for this phone.. haha..
so happie the moment i done with it aNd when Huileng's turn PS and me
started to use and explored the phone.. PS was so funny and we weRe sO excited
abt it.. haha.. then after buying i went off to meet hubbee fOr dinner..
After Dinner we went bishan cuz leon wanna to buy a new phone too
iPhone... in the end is Zihui gotten the phone aNd leon haven't buy yet done
to some reason.. so tmr they going back to get it.. haha...aNd what Zihui
bought the same phone as me.. haha.. so funnie.. so many ppl get this phone
sia... haha
tadah** my phone and Zihui's phone.. haha
with wallpaper.. haha...nice one...
tired tmr work somemore.. Nitex everyone
why skip work cuz went to the Singtel Christmas Fair
at Suntec.. reached theRe with Puaysan, huileng and
Xiurong around 2 like that.. then went to Samsung
booth to find Alvin.. aNd know what.. haha he
is aN Aunties killer.. haha all the aunties crowd around him
haha.. and he show us the new haven't launch phone
"Pixon" the phone which Huileng at first wanna to buy de..
then haha... don disturb Alvin so we procceed.. went to take
queue number.. at first only i decided to buy... then we took
the number intend to went fOr lunch.. then huileng suddenly
tempted and feel like buying so she making call, etc aNd decide to
went ahead and buy... after that not long i think Xr said wanna to
buy too.. so we went to take the queue number...
waO the queue damn long lor hv to wait for 1hr like that...
so we waited patiently... went coffee bean then i super excited and
scared that my number will be missed.. so i hurried them to go back..
then chey the number at 1700 plus plus.. still hv 100 more to go..
sian lor.. went to find Alvin again and found out only him at the
booth the rest of his colleagues went for lunch le.. so we told him
lata remember to take his lunch.. u know him la if too busy he will skipped
his lunch de.. so muz remind him... then WAIT WAIT WAIT...
*dOng* finally my turn.. waO the time is 4:30pm if i'm not wrong la..
so happie.. make my application new line new number new phone..
haha i signed up iTwoValue so only paid $98 for this phone.. haha..
so happie the moment i done with it aNd when Huileng's turn PS and me
started to use and explored the phone.. PS was so funny and we weRe sO excited
abt it.. haha.. then after buying i went off to meet hubbee fOr dinner..
After Dinner we went bishan cuz leon wanna to buy a new phone too
iPhone... in the end is Zihui gotten the phone aNd leon haven't buy yet done
to some reason.. so tmr they going back to get it.. haha...aNd what Zihui
bought the same phone as me.. haha.. so funnie.. so many ppl get this phone
sia... haha
tadah** my phone and Zihui's phone.. haha
with wallpaper.. haha...nice one...
tired tmr work somemore.. Nitex everyone
♥ And did I tell you that I love you tonight
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Wednesday, November 12, 2008
♥ Believing in GOD
Finally upload the pics haha... very lazy to upload
sO waited until now.. haha these pics taken on 7th Oct mY cousin's
birthday haha.... we weNt Merchant Court fOr dinner
Of cuz not only the both of us la.. we where gOt so rich
of cuz is someone treating la.. haha
mY aunt said we two took pic very nice.. of cUz we are good
taken by my aunt to prove i am greedy aNd a glutton... lol
*our bday boi*
Thanks to their treat wor... haha
bday boi's parents aNd my godparents heehee...
mY second family...^^ 
what i had for dinner.. is a soup japanese soup called sabu sabu..
darling aNd hui en's dinner.. waO haha
taken with Darling she said she don look gOod i think
opps opss... heRe come my desert.. heehee...
hui en aNd darling... camwhore..haha
never expect lao de loves to take pics also..
taken in the toilet while we waiting fOr darling..
gUess wHat they dOing???
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white aNd black = perfect match...
camwhore again.. aNd took a lot of time...
this actually not bad but see my head kanna chop.. haha
sO waited until now.. haha these pics taken on 7th Oct mY cousin's
birthday haha.... we weNt Merchant Court fOr dinner
Of cuz not only the both of us la.. we where gOt so rich
of cuz is someone treating la.. haha
mY aunt said we two took pic very nice.. of cUz we are good
cousin ma.. haha
taken by my aunt to prove i am greedy aNd a glutton... lol
*our bday boi*
Thanks to their treat wor... haha
bday boi's parents aNd my godparents heehee...
they realli dote on me a lot.. heehee
mY second family...^^
================12th Nov=================
what i had for dinner.. is a soup japanese soup called sabu sabu..
it is a beef soup..haha so i only had soup...
darling aNd hui en's dinner.. waO haha
taken with Darling she said she don look gOod i think
she is alright arh..^^ don worried u look great...
opps opss... heRe come my desert.. heehee...
damn nice.. it is a muz to have it.. haha...
and of cuz the crepe.. but none of them wanna desert
cuz they ate until very filling..haha
hui en aNd darling... camwhore..haha
never expect lao de loves to take pics also..
aNd is a lot wor.. u see the rate aNd quantity u wil
know..haha
taken in the toilet while we waiting fOr darling..
gUess wHat they dOing???
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sO have u guessed it... simple En is taking photo
aNd cindy is teaching darling to dance.. haha...
believe it a not.. haha
white aNd black = perfect match...
camwhore again.. aNd took a lot of time...
this actually not bad but see my head kanna chop.. haha
sO cannot make it..
Nice sHOt... taken by Cindy.. haha
aNd we end our happy day...^^ hOpe we
can meet more often if time allow
♥ And did I tell you that I love you tonight
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Monday, November 10, 2008
♥ Sad stOrY
tOday finally Miss Ang accepted ouR ideas..
We waited fOr heR fOr half an hour but haha
even she wanna us to wait fOr an hour but accepting
our also don mind... haha.. aFter Miss Ang said okie with it
and all of us weRe filled with joy.. haha... finally i felt relieved..
haha... all of us finally put down our stones.. haha..
aS usual after lecture we went home, on the way home saw
Zhi dong they all.. and first time saw him in school.. haha...
Today da sao nv cooked so i went to buy back dinner..
take until my hand break wor... realli very jia lat...
wEnt back hOme aNd rest and Bathe finally ten brothers
shown.. haha... i like 老大 out of the ten brothers... haha
i like blur blur ppl.. Juz like Hubbee aNd me...
upcoming show is "Life Transformer" is a show wheRe
Quan Yi Feng aNd Christopher helped ppl who aRe
busy taking caRe of their children or what that they can't realli
taking good are of their home...aNd today story is abt a young lady
this year she's around 26 year old.. befOre her 21st she started to
fell sick.. and fell into coma..by the time she woke up everything
had changed.. she cannot move by herself, she cannot eat by herself,
and she can't even walked by herself... is her prime time..
the show i cannot controlled myself aNd my tears kept rolling...
looking at her realli felt that everyone is fortunate...
in the mOrning, started to tok abt GOD... indeed till now i
still believed in Him aNd of CUz i hOped my family members
will get saved.. At the moment i watched the show, i felt that i wanna
to pray fOr ppl who met mishap aNd hOpe they recover sOon..
seeing the way Wanying's parents taking care of her make my heart-ache
aNd touched..
We waited fOr heR fOr half an hour but haha
even she wanna us to wait fOr an hour but accepting
our also don mind... haha.. aFter Miss Ang said okie with it
and all of us weRe filled with joy.. haha... finally i felt relieved..
haha... all of us finally put down our stones.. haha..
aS usual after lecture we went home, on the way home saw
Zhi dong they all.. and first time saw him in school.. haha...
Today da sao nv cooked so i went to buy back dinner..
take until my hand break wor... realli very jia lat...
wEnt back hOme aNd rest and Bathe finally ten brothers
shown.. haha... i like 老大 out of the ten brothers... haha
i like blur blur ppl.. Juz like Hubbee aNd me...
upcoming show is "Life Transformer" is a show wheRe
Quan Yi Feng aNd Christopher helped ppl who aRe
busy taking caRe of their children or what that they can't realli
taking good are of their home...aNd today story is abt a young lady
this year she's around 26 year old.. befOre her 21st she started to
fell sick.. and fell into coma..by the time she woke up everything
had changed.. she cannot move by herself, she cannot eat by herself,
and she can't even walked by herself... is her prime time..
the show i cannot controlled myself aNd my tears kept rolling...
looking at her realli felt that everyone is fortunate...
in the mOrning, started to tok abt GOD... indeed till now i
still believed in Him aNd of CUz i hOped my family members
will get saved.. At the moment i watched the show, i felt that i wanna
to pray fOr ppl who met mishap aNd hOpe they recover sOon..
seeing the way Wanying's parents taking care of her make my heart-ache
aNd touched..
Labels: GOD bless
♥ And did I tell you that I love you tonight
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Thursday, November 6, 2008
♥ Sick aNd tired~~
I am damn pek che.. my entrepreneurship module making me sick and
tired.. realli tired...damn pek che..ideas kept kanna rejected...
i feel my life is all messed.. there no place to release my stress...
even nag to my hubbee i also felt very vexed.. i donno why...
cuz i hate ppl when i wanna to complain my thing to them and they
said "i understand" and they start kept going on with their thing
why wait till i finish it then they cont... i realli very vexed..
feel like going abroad alone to relax relax... Or maybe mummi should
take me to somewhere in my dream... haiz.. realli hate year 3 sem 2..
tired.. realli tired...damn pek che..ideas kept kanna rejected...
i feel my life is all messed.. there no place to release my stress...
even nag to my hubbee i also felt very vexed.. i donno why...
cuz i hate ppl when i wanna to complain my thing to them and they
said "i understand" and they start kept going on with their thing
why wait till i finish it then they cont... i realli very vexed..
feel like going abroad alone to relax relax... Or maybe mummi should
take me to somewhere in my dream... haiz.. realli hate year 3 sem 2..
♥ And did I tell you that I love you tonight
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