Thursday, November 27, 2008
♥ ME
Suddenly emontionally unstable... i am very tired..
but i can't get to sleep... i know at this hour u won't sms me
maybe u already in ur lalaland.. i seldom becuz of some prob
and can get to sleep... i felt that i'm a failure.. donno why..
cuz even my basic emontion i also can't control it well..
honestly i think hubbee deserve someone better..
we nv quarrel.. but i donno what's wrong with me...
actually everytime i realli think u are better off with ur
frenz... maybe i was wrong... whenever this type of thing happened
i donno what to do but to torture my eyes let it cry...
actually now i realli very tired... wore off becuz of my eaipj..
an invisible stress is pushing me to the max..
today weather is great to sleep.. but i choose not to.. u are the
first one who make me can't get into sleep..
i realli donno what wrong with me... maybe i behave to childish
maybe i juz painly unreasonable... maybe maybe too many maybe..
i know Lord will bless us.. but i think i'm spoiling his plan everything..
sorrie... mY heart is very confused... i know once i sleep
i will forget everything... wonder is it a good or bad thing..
Lord please take away my anger, my jealousy, my fear...
i found out a lot of bad thing or unforunate events happening around me
this year.. juz hOpe to step in to 2009 as quickly as possible...
Frenz don ask me what happen... don ask me what's wrong with me
i can't give u any answer... seldom blog unhappy thing..
ENJOY YOUR DAY..
but i can't get to sleep... i know at this hour u won't sms me
maybe u already in ur lalaland.. i seldom becuz of some prob
and can get to sleep... i felt that i'm a failure.. donno why..
cuz even my basic emontion i also can't control it well..
honestly i think hubbee deserve someone better..
we nv quarrel.. but i donno what's wrong with me...
actually everytime i realli think u are better off with ur
frenz... maybe i was wrong... whenever this type of thing happened
i donno what to do but to torture my eyes let it cry...
actually now i realli very tired... wore off becuz of my eaipj..
an invisible stress is pushing me to the max..
today weather is great to sleep.. but i choose not to.. u are the
first one who make me can't get into sleep..
i realli donno what wrong with me... maybe i behave to childish
maybe i juz painly unreasonable... maybe maybe too many maybe..
i know Lord will bless us.. but i think i'm spoiling his plan everything..
sorrie... mY heart is very confused... i know once i sleep
i will forget everything... wonder is it a good or bad thing..
Lord please take away my anger, my jealousy, my fear...
i found out a lot of bad thing or unforunate events happening around me
this year.. juz hOpe to step in to 2009 as quickly as possible...
Frenz don ask me what happen... don ask me what's wrong with me
i can't give u any answer... seldom blog unhappy thing..
ENJOY YOUR DAY..
♥ And did I tell you that I love you tonight
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